MY NEW YEAR'S REVOLUTION by NIKE, X-2
Artikel - 04 March 2024
I believe that there is always a reason for everything that happened in my life. Especially in 2023 when a lot of memorable things occurred. I never expected my life to be such a rollercoaster, full of events. First, I will talk about the sweet stuff that happened. The best and most memorable thing was when I was with my best friends from Junior High School. They usually stayed for a couple days at my house to do our P5 projects. That was to determine our graduation which is why it took us months to finish. There were about five big projects that we had to do. Honestly, I didn't even mind it since we were all really close to one another. The best part was we all felt like a family and had so much fun, since we loved making innovative products from our own imaginations. Also some sleepovers after our graduation. We got to bake our own cookies and watched movies together.
Although I was having a good time, of course there had to be a bitter part of my life. When I attended Senior High School, I had no friends. Since I had always been a quiet and introverted person, it was quite a challenge for me to adjust. Especially since socializing had never been my strong suit. I didn't expect that it could be worse, but turns out it eventually did. I thought it would all be okay, but it ended up hurting the most. A lot of people gossiped, spread rumors, stabbed me in the back, and even dug up my past. I felt so disappointed, I thought they were my real friends.
Turned out, this was the reality I had to face and put up with. Every move, words, topics of conversation, and friends or family relationships in my life were all being monitored by multiple people so much to the point where I felt like I lost my privacy. Even if I was just moving my leg or looked around my surroundings, they had to inform each other about it. I just didn’t get why I was being treated like so. Maybe it didn’t even mean anything to them, like little specks of dust they could easily brush off. As for me, it’s different. I just wanted to exist like a normal human being with a sense of privacy and freedom in life. The rumors they spread about me got so bad most of my friends left me. I kept crying every night to God to better my situation.
For the new chapter of my life, I hope to keep a good and healthy relationship with my Junior High School friends. I want to keep building my relationship with God and not put a care in the world about all the negatives in my life. I would rather get slandered, lose friends, and get judged by humans rather than loosing a holy relationship with God. I would rather be judged and care about what God thinks of me than caring about what humans think and see of me. My new year’s resolution is to be patient and grow a closer relationship with God by praying, reading the Bible, and worshiping more. I want to trust God with His plans and give up my whole life to His hands.
The thing that might be a challenge for me to accomplish such things is my negative thinking. Also having obedience in difficult and sorrowful times. If I do get to the point of wanting to give up I would ask for strength and wisdom of the Holy Spirit to help me fight through all the difficult situations in my life. Also by caring less about what people might think or do to me. I should focus on building my relationship with God and have my soul saved. I would rather be the light in dark places than being a burden to everyone in life. Even so, I’m still thankful for everything that happened in my life and for everything that has yet to come.
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